*/ sweet cherry pie

could the sun be any brighter this damn morning? it was like a battle in her mind, between sleeping and waking up this morning. you that i can use somebody, someone like you and all you know ... hello to you too alarm and that only meant it was 7 time to really get up. forcing her eyes open, the chocolate eyed beaut glanced around the room. dark red walls surounded her along with her asian splash to the room itself. she had picked everything she wanted for this room, the one room she knew she would be spending most of her time in, when she was home. glancing over she saw the filled clip board, the only thing out of place in here, it didn't fit in with anything else in her room. papers stacking on papers,hand written notes on some pages and coffee stains on others, it was a mess. but it was her whole life on that board, songs she liked or dance routins she came come up with writting on paper, everything was on that clip board. this was one room, she always felt content in ..... just because of that. finally pulling the covers off, she climbed up and off from the bed, giving away a groan of just pure frustration.

why did she ever agree her own self to this? working out every other day was going to kill her by the end of the week, she hasn't done this .... in what seems like forever. now she was going to work out alone, which was no fun for anyone. picking up her remote, she clicked a button and let the music start as she picked up a towel and headed to the bathroom. oh yes, king of leon would be her singing buddy today. turning on the water, stripping down from her mickey mouse shirt and undies she got into the water. i've been roaming around always looking down at all i see ... painted faces fill the places i can't reach soft lyrics sang right along with the song as it played loudly. body relaxed by the hot water hitting the olive skined beaut, mmm this was heaven. mumbling a few more lines of the song as she brushed her teeth and used victoria secret bodywash, ten minutes had passed and ta da her shower was done.

what she would wear for the day? well for part of her day, she hoped. work out clothes of couse, she couldn't work out in jeans and high heels. that would be stupid retared. withthe music still blasting in the household, she went over to the kitchen. small orange bottled stared at her from the counter, ugh she hated them. the feeling of knowing her life surrounded those pills till she died. if she wanted to be anything close to normal, she would take them and deal with the side effects. though she believed most people thought she wasn't normal already and not because she was bipolar because she didn't tell people. only two people who really know was jersey and jazzy ...maybe kiegan made the third person but she wasn't sure actually. she never really sat there with her and had a conversation about it, hailee couldn't even see how it would really start. " hey kiegan i'm a bitch a lot of the times because .... blah blah blah " oo what a conversation that would be. the only reason they didn't talk about it because she was scared for his reaction toward her, not everyone was like her jazzy and jersey. twisting open the cap, picking up the two little pills needed .... her - make - normal pills as she called them. only fear haunting her now was addiction, pills are pills and popping one or two of them could turn into five or six.

stuffing cash, phone, ipod and a water bottle into her bag, she shut off the music and jumped into her car. wasn't long before she pulled up into the student parking of the school. mmm green land where the football and soccoer games went and right beside it was the track. of course, there were guys around, working out and all that good stuff. its why she came here instead of some stupid gym, guys and a work out for free. leaving her bag and hat in the car, she got out the car and placed her hair up into a high only tail. she looked a little cheeleader like, you could say. ipod shoved into her zipper pocket on her sweater because tights had no pockets remember. a few runs should do it for her morning right ? ehh start small and then get to the bigger stuff. walking on the green grass, she started to cross the football field, in actually in it because a few guys were running in it at the moment. hey they were football poeple, kiegan was football people! looking up, maybe she could spot the blued eyed boy. he could be nice company, that is if he wasn't at her or something. though she never really gave him a reason to be, right ? hailee smiled a bit inside seeing him, right there back turned to her, water bottle in hand. she walked up behind him, quiet. hey kiegan she said sweetly waiting for him to whip around or maybe just ignore her. she really didn't know.