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Post by katherina lorraine monroe on Sept 13, 2009 8:18:12 GMT 1
lucky. the dude thinks hes gonna crack me eventually. you would think after two years hed be like, "okay, fuck. i give up." yea, i could. but then my cousin would stop going, and he needs it more than i do and i figure if he sees me doing it than hell keep going. even though hes pretty much mess- ing up everything.
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Post by ryker jay williams on Sept 13, 2009 8:23:25 GMT 1
damn. i bet that get's annoying. ah, i see. well, it's nice that you try to set a good example for your cousin. i mean, you'd never find me doing something like that. hah. maybe i'm just selfish like that, though.
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Post by katherina lorraine monroe on Sept 13, 2009 8:36:28 GMT 1
yea, im not usually a good influence. actually...im not one. period hahaha. but, i figure why not just deal with it. itll be over soon enough anyway right?
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Post by ryker jay williams on Sept 13, 2009 8:43:22 GMT 1
hah, is that so? what is it that makes you so bad, kid? yes, that's one way to look at it, i suppose.
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Post by katherina lorraine monroe on Sept 13, 2009 9:00:17 GMT 1
i didnt say i was bad. just not a good influence. i bitch people out for no reason. sneak out. go to college parties. sneak into clubs. drink on a regular basis. have multiple boyfriends at once. i guess im just your average teenager. but im the type no one wants their kids around. so yea hahaha.
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Post by ryker jay williams on Sept 13, 2009 9:08:22 GMT 1
so, you're quite the little rebel, huh? i used to do shit like that at your age, although i'm sure i was a lot worse. now that i'm legal, though, i don't have to worry about sneaking around. it's nice.
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Post by katherina lorraine monroe on Sept 13, 2009 9:15:00 GMT 1
yea i guess i am. i mean, i can be like, a bad ass bitch, but im happier with who i am than what i try to be. lucky, i kinda want to get older, then again no. because like, then i know ill find some way to screw up my life.
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Post by ryker jay williams on Sept 13, 2009 9:25:47 GMT 1
well, that's a good thing. i mean, a lot of girls your age don't like themselves for who they are. they try to be something their not, and it's really not worth it in the long run. hah. i think i get into less trouble now then i ever have. not to say that being older is any easier, because it's not. but i wouldn't worry about it too much. i'm sure you'll turn out just fine.
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Post by katherina lorraine monroe on Sept 13, 2009 9:28:18 GMT 1
you know whats funny...how the shit doesnt sink in after hearing it from the fucking therapist who sits in that damn black chair with a clipboard in his hand and with his legs crossed hahaha. pretty lameee.
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Post by ryker jay williams on Sept 13, 2009 9:35:21 GMT 1
hah. i had the exact same problem. but i'm like that with everyone, really. doesn't matter who's trying to tell me something, i'm too damn stubborn to listen. it's a hard habit to break, let me tell you. i mean, i'm still like that to this day. some people just don't grow out of that, i guess. hopefully for your sake, kid, you'll be the opposite of me and wise up before it's too late.
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Post by katherina lorraine monroe on Sept 13, 2009 9:54:15 GMT 1
yea. i hope so. but the way things are right now, and everything else. i might not. just depends. im pretty sure your not that messed up.
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Post by ryker jay williams on Sept 13, 2009 10:00:53 GMT 1
yeah, but like i said.. no sense in worrying about it now. i mean, you just don't know. it could easily go either way. what makes you think that?
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Post by katherina lorraine monroe on Sept 13, 2009 10:15:16 GMT 1
well, if your sane enough to give me advice, your not that much of a mess hahaha.
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Post by ryker jay williams on Sept 13, 2009 10:24:01 GMT 1
you have a point there. however, it's one thing to dish out advice, and another to follow it yourself. something i rarely do. so yeah, i wouldn't be so sure about that if i were you. hah.
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Post by katherina lorraine monroe on Sept 13, 2009 10:41:32 GMT 1
im a major hyprocrite. majorly hahaha. but you know what i think? i think everyone just goes through things that they have to deal with at some point. and some people make it out alive, others dont. but it all just depends on how much you can, and are willing, to take.
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