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[hailee brianna joker]

- - - - - i would give anything i own,

give up my life, my heart, my home,
I WOULD GIVE EV'RYTHING I OWN

today was the day, the day she had been waiting for. jazzy was coming over in just a few hours and they would spend all night together as well as the next morning and till when ever he wanted to leave. she smiled, unloading the white plastic bags from her car, dragging them into the house to go back out for more. she needed to stock on stuff for tonight and the morning as well as for her house over all. locking her car after everything was inside, she went inside to put everything away and then clean up the house. of course, she clicked on the remote and bam her music was on and blasting, on shuffle of course. she liked the random songs that would come on and she could sing along too. nothing ever played to much on here to make her hate it.

stacking the chips into the cupboards quickly, she moved on to the soda's and cookies and other junk food stuff. yeah she also had a few salads in there and fruit of course, you couldn't blame her. she did need to be fit for this rejoining dancing thing, if she was out of shape she would never make it anywhere. reaching into another plastic bag, she pulled out the candy belt things, jazzy and her loed so much. she had picked around a good .... fourteen of them? she placed them n the counter in his view when he walked in, she bet they would be the first things he would go for once he walked in here. the chocolate stawberries were in the fridge because if she left them out, the chocolate would just melt off and that wasn't very good now was it ? tossing the empty bags away, she looked over and spotted the bag from best buy, she had dropped by their too to pick up dvd's and things.

that was like candy like to her for the day ... she had picked up a few really good ones. year one, the hang over, night at the museum two, the proposal, and the ugly truth. she was going to pick up bruno but that was a very ... rated r movie and little jazzy was only eighteen. not a good movie for him, maybe when he was nineteen and it wasn't that important. she had even seemed to pick up all three of the lion kings, ohh she loved these movies to death ... that and her barbie ones but he wouldn't watch that with her. placing them on the coffee table she started to clean up a little around the house and put eveything really out. everything i won by bread was now playing and it seemed to set the mood a little for her.

she really did adore her little jazzy, though he wasn't a little. he was indeed taller then her and stronger then her. could you see that short little hailee about to be twenty one just picked up by an eighteen year old like she was a twig ? yeah hailee was a little person without the power of her heels ad it didn't seem to bother her a much because she liked being shorter then the guys and not taller then them. though jazzy was different from other guys, she adored him from the first day they met and she would so anything for that boy. she trusted him and she hoped, he only trusted her back as well. his jet black hair and ice blue eyes made him so hard to hate and anytime she did find them together, they were kind of cuddling. she didn't know if she should take it as liking him or her just beomg comfortable when he was around. sure time could tell him he was leaving high school soon, soon there may be no more jazzy. which scared the crap out of her, no more jazzy?1 she sighed, he was a grown .... man! he was going to leave this place or day or another, she might as well suck it up now and deal with it.

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[jasper adam lewis]

So what if he was a little jumpy? He couldn't help it. Walking down the street, being near so many cars (especially ones that were in motion) was making him nervous. He'd had to deal with that anxiety every day since his parents died. But, he thought as he quickly moved down the street, I'll be over at Hailee's soon. With one strap of the black backpack slung over a shoulder and his hands shoved into his pockets, Jasper managed to stare at his feet and not run into anything. He had come along here many times - mostly to get to Hailee's. The street was not one he was unfamiliar with.

He was going to be there early, he knew that, but Jazz had been walking by earlier and noticed that Hailee's car wasn't there. When he passed again, a little while later, it was back again; and so he took off for home, grabbed the bag he had already packed (with the first clean clothes he could find) and set off in the direction of her house. Alanna, a little confused by his rush, was at least pleased that he was spending time with friends. A friend, rather, Hailee was only one person.

The right sleeve of his gray shirt was pushed up a bit by the edge of his pocket, and he pulled his hands out of his pockets to pull it down again. He hated having too much attention on himself and he tried to dress to avoid attention. Anything bland or uninteresting would do, he didn't have many eye-catching items of clothing. That was how he liked it. And - thankfully - the things he wore kept attention away from the white scars on his hands. Little lines, almost like healing scratches, covered his palms and fingers and the back of his hands. When he had been in the car crash that killed his parents, windows had shattered and there had been glass everywhere. Glass and cars were now amongst a long list of his irrational fears - all of them because of that one accident.

Those scars were only a small part of Jasper's life, but what they meant was significant. If he didn't have those scars, he wouldn't be terrified of anything on wheels. If he didn't have those scars, he would still be living in New York. If he didn't have those scars, his parents would be alive.

But the scars were there. Jasper was frightened by cars, he was living with his sister in Miami, and Lauren and Joshua Lewis were dead. None of his few friends had ever questioned him about the scars - he wasn't even sure if they had noticed. Jasper was positive that they knew his parents were dead and he was currently living with Alanna, but none of them were aware of how his parents died.

Jasper stopped at a street, before darting across the road and back onto the sidewalk. There it was! Hailee's house just half a block away! Jasper sped up, now moving somewhere between a walk and a jog as he let a smile creep onto his face (despite suddenly feeling a little shaky) at the sight of her car. She lived alone, and so logic said that she must still be home. THe backpack bounced lightly against his back as he practically flew the last few feet up to the door. Standing there for a second, a look of concern spread across his face as he wondered if she would mind him showing up early. He didn't think she would ... but what if?

Too late to go back now, he thought, and he knocked lightly once or twice before awkwardly shuffling his feet and staring at the ground.

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[hailee brianna joker]

- - - - - i would give anything i own,

give up my life, my heart, my home,
I WOULD GIVE EV'RYTHING I OWN

now that everything was done, she may have been done a little to early. she showered this morning before she left, maybe another shower wouldn't hurt? maybe she could do something with her hair or change her clothes? ehh then again she was feeling a little lazy, so she plopped down on to the couch, turning on the tv. she flicked through the numerous channels till she hit vh1, one of her favorites. this should keep her busy till jasper reached here, which she thought would be a while. of course, like always she began to think of kiegan. it has become a daily routin for her sadly, thinking about him and whatever last encounter they had together. she sighed, though he had always seen her with jasper now a days when they were hanging out. she had ignored him just a little and stayed close to jasper, she didn't want to think of what she didn't have, she wanted to stay on spending time with her best guy friend. plus with her bipolar disorder, she didn't want to switch emotions on jasper because she was too into undressing another guy with her eyes. that was just plain rude.

she also cared a lot for jasper and the thought of him leaving once he was done for school was killing her. of course she didn't express that toward him because the last thing she wanted to do was hold him back. instead she had been spending more and more time with him, the two were already close and enjoyed each other's company so she just wanted him around more. she didn't really take into the public's eyes what they looked like together, laughing and smiling. sure she was older then her jazzy but he was taller then her and stronger then her, he looked a bit older then herself. she guessed thats how kiegan had this whol, your with the emo guy thing. though he would have to scold him on that, jazzy was not fucking emo. just because someone wears their hair a current way or puts on eyeliner does not consider them to be emos and gothics. why was the world so stupid?

a sigh passed her lips, as she looked back into the tv, taylor swift was on singing you belong to me, why was it fucking playing now? growling toward herself, she thought over her conversation with abbi about fighting for him, which seemed really ... right but wrong. she didn't want to get hurt because that meant mood swings and bad ones, what girl wanted that? espically a bipolar one, that can't even handle her own. everyone just though , her mood swings from happy tpp sad or mad but they didn't even know. she could be depressed for days and then suddenly be happy and don't even know why. right now, her moods were scrambled all over the place and she had no control of it, was she happy kiegan knew or scared? should she feel embassred that she could bump into him after all this went down? but only time could tell right? she sighed, tossing the thoughts of what you could call her love life out the window, jazzy was coming over and thats all that mattered.

shoveing her head in her hands, she blocked all thoughts ok kiegan out her head, it wasn't like he was thinking about her too. hearing a knok on her door, she slowly got up and went to open the door, truthfully her mood wasn't hyper as before or even happy for that matter. seeing her loveable jasper infront of her, she smiled brightly for him and tossed her arms around his neck. hugging her body close to his own, she stayed there just a second longer before pulling away from him. i'm so glad you came jazzy, i've missed you she smiled toward him. stepping aside, she let him it without a second thought closing the door behind her. whatever that boy had, he was always able to make her feel just a little better when she say him. hiding her obvious pain, she walked into the living room over to the kitchen i got you everything you like and wanted she smiled toward him reached for the opened packet of those sugery belt things they both loved.

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