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Post by sawyer anne macdonell on Sept 12, 2009 23:15:21 GMT 1
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - SAWYER ANNE MACDONELLis now calling! pick up the phone! *ring*
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Post by abigail marie dawson on Sept 13, 2009 4:33:42 GMT 1
sawy! whatcha need girlie? im so glad you called! im terribly bored.
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Post by sawyer anne macdonell on Sept 13, 2009 7:01:35 GMT 1
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - SAWYER ANNE MACDONELLis now calling! pick up the phone! "Abi! Oh thank gosh! I need your help like now! So you know that gig I have on friday? Ya well so I was on IM and started talking to this guy and after we started talking I told him where my gig was and stuff and now he's coming! WHAT DO I DO!!! "
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Post by abigail marie dawson on Sept 13, 2009 14:24:14 GMT 1
oh my gosh sawy! okay okay, just calm down! you are going to have to look sexier then EVER that night! ill get my hair stylists and everything over here! okay, as for now take a deep breath then let it out realllll slow. okay. umm... umm... just dont look at him! close your eyes and get really in to the song. okay? but for now just breathe, calm down.
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Post by sawyer anne macdonell on Sept 13, 2009 17:18:56 GMT 1
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - SAWYER ANNE MACDONELLis now calling! pick up the phone! "Calm down? I can't calm down! THERE'S A GUY COMING TO MY PERFORMANCE! You know better than anybody how totally not awesome I am with guys! Sexy? Ummm yeah I can't pull of sexy woman! The whole little feisty sexy thing, yeah no that's you! Ummm uh ok ummm that might help.... Breathe? Yeah ok that sounds like a good idea. breathe...breathe *takes deep breaths*
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Post by abigail marie dawson on Sept 13, 2009 17:24:16 GMT 1
do you want me to be there! i can write up this little script that we can practice for you to say and everytihng, okay? you are going to be O-KAY. ill be there if you want. but yes, just breathe. okay okay now let out the breath. dont hold it you silly goose. LET IT OUT! you totally can pull off a sexy woan, cause baby you are damn sexy. id totally love you if i was lesbo, aky? i will make you a fiesty woman, I WILL!
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Post by sawyer anne macdonell on Sept 14, 2009 1:33:26 GMT 1
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - SAWYER ANNE MACDONELLis now calling! pick up the phone! *lets breath out*
"You'd do that for me? A script? yeah that'd be good a script, I have good memorization skills that might work. But wait! No! You can't be there! Then I'll totally just make a beeline for you and ignore him! Or if he does find me he'll just talk to you! Wait!...yeah then he'd ignore me and talk to you...you're coming! Then we don't need a script! You and him can hit it off, he can get your mind off of your other boy problems and then when he's totally into you I'll sneak out the back! Perfect plan! ...well obviously your would be lesbionic fantasy isn't going to help me since we're both not lesbians!"
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Post by abigail marie dawson on Sept 14, 2009 1:46:12 GMT 1
JUST CALM DOWN FOR A SECOND SAWY! okay? just calm down! I am NOT going to talk to him because i already like somebody else! im not going to forget about the guy i said "I LOVE YOU" too, okay?! you can go this sawy, you can do this! i know you can! i have faith in you, you just have to be confident? i can still write up the script! and it could come true if we poker faced out sexuality. but im not kissing you. ew. bleck. but no, no pokerfacing sexuality. YOU. CAN. DO. THIS. believe in yourself! like that one song.. you gotta have faithh in youuuu! haha, sorry. just hurt your ears. but seriously - you can do this!
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Post by sawyer anne macdonell on Sept 16, 2009 2:15:25 GMT 1
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - SAWYER ANNE MACDONELLis now calling! pick up the phone! ..oh right there's that little fact...you sure he wouldn't mind it if you just forgot about him just this once? Wait that's stupid right sorry.... A script! Yes do it and I'll memorize it and everything and it will all be fine! ...I can't even get a normal relationship you really think I'm gonna jinx it by pretending to be a lesbo? Not with my karma.... Woo ok I think my heart has restarted itself
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Post by abigail marie dawson on Sept 16, 2009 2:20:52 GMT 1
yeahhh, how could you forget that?! i talk about him all the time! and we had this little argument today. i was like "im totally in love with you, im jealous when you get around your fans, im scared you'll hurt me, blah blah blah" and he was like "and you dont think i get jealous with you're modeling with those male models?" and im like "like i want them to touch me? ew! id rather it be you" and then i was like "its hard to win a rockstar over, especially if they sleep around" and hes like "what if you already won me" and i was like "then we'd already be dating" and everything. and i told him I LOVE HIM. okay, ill write a script down. if something doesnt go according to the script DONT PANIC. just calm down and talk naturally like you're talking to me or something. just.. no girly talk. haha, but still. you can DO THIS.
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Post by sawyer anne macdonell on Sept 16, 2009 3:05:43 GMT 1
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - SAWYER ANNE MACDONELLis now calling! pick up the phone! "No way! So you guys finally had a serious talk...ish? I can't believe you told him! When's the next time you're seeing each other? Wait! What about Noah? ...yeah right...natural..ok got it. *mutters*natural, natural, natural"
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Post by abigail marie dawson on Sept 16, 2009 3:14:42 GMT 1
yes, i told himmm! and yeah, we had a talk. i want to talk to him some more about the relationship before i seriously fully consider being with him. i love him, but i dont want him to hurt me.im just scared he'll hurt me. whether it's on accident or prpose. i feel for him like ive never felt for anyone before. ive never gotten nervous around a guy and around him i get nervous. im not the jealous type and i get jealous with him. i know i fall easily, but im serious sawy. i think he could be the one. i really, really do love him. i dont know when im going to see him next. he went to a party, so yeah. mannn, noah can go kiss ass. he knocked me up and left - i have no respect for him whatsoever. honey, calm down. you're not acting natural by REPEATING natural.
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